Hello, so anyway I really don't know what I am going to be doing from now on. I know I have to get a job but I also have to leave soon. I am just waiting for Jacky's graduation and party to be over but then I am going to leave and go somewhere else. I am not sure where exactly but when I know everyone else will know . Nothing is keeping me here except for Jedediah and I can still keep in touch with him. Everything is so much easier these days and me leaving will be better for everyone else also. So my mind is made up and that is that.

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Weekend

So I had my last final. Yay!right. nope. I still have saturday then i have to get a job and get out. I have to say goodbye to some of my friends. These kids really have never done anything wrong but they have. I knew this day would come but I didn't think it would be this soon. I hate them for this but at the same time if they ever need anything I would be there for them in a heartbeat. I have to tell them goodbye for one last final time. This time it is for real and it really sucks because no matter what happens saturday they can't be in my life any more. I have to quit living this way. THIS SUCKS!!!!!

Finals

I feel happy today, which is weird for me. So I have two more finals and then i am free all friday. After that I am busy all day saturday. PROM! I think I will have fun. Dancing YAY! I love to dance, which sucks in my group of friends because they never want to go out dancing.
Nothing big has happen lately. I came off the medicine and have to go back to the doctor to get more or have more test run. YAY! NOT!!!!! Just wanted to update byes

So....

I have been writing these poems, but I am not going to post them at least not yet. They are kind of depressing. Not kind of, they are depressing. Anyways, I am going to prom this year, even though I have been out of high school for two years. But I am going, because I got asked and I think it will be fun. My little sister and her and my friends and then the after party it will be really fun. I think I will have more fun because I really don't know anyone except my friends. So, I will be myself.

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