Tuesday, July 7, 2009

Hey Guys


Hey guys, watz up with everyone else? Not too much here. Life has gotten so busy and everything is just up in the air right now. I am still living where I don't want to be. But I want to be in the area. Anyways, have a big convention to go to this weekend and will see the guy I like. Not that I don't see him now. Actually just saw him last Sunday and went out to eat with all of the family. I think everything is going great with it. Here's hoping. Right now the people I live with are upstairs being annoying as usual. They need to learn to control their kids, but of course they don't know how. The mom helped me get the job I have so I guess I should be a little nice, but it is really hard sometimes. As soon as she gets home from work she gets on the computer and gets on Myspace or Facebook and stays on there until she decides to go to sleep. During all this her husband (who just got off of work also) is cooking supper, doing laundry and dishes, and watching the two children. I don't know about you guys but I think that is just plain lazy. Anyways just wanted to vent.

Loves,

Wednesday, January 7, 2009

Reality Check

Is it okay to love someone without ever actually going out with them? I first saw him when I was 15 at my sister's friends graduation party. Ever since them I can't stop thinking about him. I wonder is this just a case of not having what I want or is it something deeper and more meaningful?

Thursday, January 1, 2009

Checking In

So what is new? Nothing much. I have a job and a new place to live and in about 6 months will have another new place to live, but with people I actually want to live with. I am finally within a talking distance to the guy I like, but who will never know I exist, unless... I have to do something about it. I think I might just get up on the stage and yell it across to the whole audience and then he has to do something right? I just hope it will be good. I am really trying to be good but sometimes it is just really hard. I just hope that people accept me for what I am right now and not for who I was back then. I know life kind of sucks right now but I am trying to make it right and I hope that my friends will stick with me in the meantime. Loves,