Mood: Weird

So guess what: I have two blogs on here one is for all my old stuff on my website that I have and anyway they tagged it or whatever because they thought I was a computer I guess. Stupid, isn't it? I was say this quote okay. It may not be word for word buy it is from the Phoenix. It goes like this: All a man needs in his life is a women to love, if you can't give him that then give him something to hope for, and if you can't give him that then it at least give him something to do. I think it is pretty accurate for life. Don't you?

Getting Better

I'd like to tell you it gets easier, but I can't because it really doesn't. It is more like you get used to the pain. You get to where all the pain runs into each other. Every once in a while you get a sharp piercing pain just to keep you on your toes. It tells you hello you can't escape me. i am here and I am not going away.
The sad thing is that you don't remember what it was like to be able to just go out and have fun like the other kids your age did. You are constantly told nope not today, your not well enough. You get tired of not being able to pick up the little boy you love so much that you would die a hundred times over just to have him. It's sad when he has to ask are you sick today or can you pick me up and play with me? No three year old should have to ask a sixteen year old that question. But life isn't fair and you get used to it.

Hey people, how is everything going? Haven't been on in awhile because of my stupid accident. But guess what after a week and a half I now only have some pink around my eye instead of the whole black eye thing. It sucked. You go out and everyone then stares at you like oh my god!! she got hit. It didn't help matters that I proudly showed it or even that I would walk around with my friends, mostly guys, and not care who saw it. It was like a guessing game for strangers: Which guy did it? I thought it was funny at the beginning then it just began to be tiresome, especially when stupid snotty old ladies can't keep there mind on their own business.
Anyways, hopefully I can write more this week and I do have interesting topics to tell about.

Loves

Hellos!

Okay so I haven't written in a couple of days but I have a good excuse. I was in in an accident. I decided to eat the pavement and I mean hard. I have a huge bruised forehead and whole left side of my body. But the prettiest thing is the black eye. Have you ever gone down the street and you knew people were trying not to look at you? Yeah, it is not fun is it. I hate it but I just put on a big grin and go with it because hey what else can I do. I am not going to hide it, because then that would be like admitting that I did something wrong and I didn't. Anyways I gotta go. My spring vacation started the same day that I ate the pavement. Great way to start. Loves and byes.

Thought

"The only things in life you really need are true friends."

Death

Today's topic of choice is death. Why is it so hard for some to get over but for others they go through the grief for years? I don't think it has anything to do with how close to the person you are, but how you deal with things in your life. Some people close up and decide it didn't happen and no matter what you say they will keep on believing. Then, others know it happen and don't know how to deal with it and may go crazy. Then, there are the ones who deal with it perfectly. You know the ones I am talking about. The ones who cry, then like a month later their lives are perfectly contained in their little boxes. I don't know whose way of dealing with it is better. You tell me.

Hello...Goodbye!

So, hello. Warning to everyone before you read this: You may not like what it has to say and it may say bad stuff about you and your kind.

So I did warn you. I am writing this because I want to not because I have to or because you say so. Okay so my day was pretty boring. For once, I didn't have to go to school becuase they actually cancelled it. Yay! Just means my quizes and tests are Thursday. How stupid... Right now I am sitting in a dark room with the only light coming from the computer. Pathetic. There is the movie The Perfect Man in the living room and Biggest Loser in the kitchen. Do we really need this many televisions? Answer: no! It snowed a lot today and roads where shut down and I really should have gone to Kevin's because then I could have done all the stupid little kids things I love to do even at 19. He lives on this long windy hill and we could have gone sledding. I haven't done that in like years. I miss being a kid, actually I never really was a kid. But that is for a different time.

So I think I may get off for now but I really am going to get on this later and tell everyone about my boring life and everything I hate or love. It may be more hating than loving but hey that is life. Learn to love dandelions!

Goodbyes!